Saturday, January 29, 2011

We Start to End ..

You care for me
You make me smile
And it means a lot to me
Making you closest to I.

For me you

And that's all

I love you ..

You made my soul die

You made my eyes cry

We should just stop to pretend

And make it all to an end.

And when we decided to end together and we won't be coming back

No more walks together 'cause we're on a different track..

A final good bye..



And when you leaving
You are going away

Don't feel about it so bad

It was the best whatever we had

You'll be happy, I'm sure of it and

I'll miss you..
We remember

All the times we

Had together

And as our lives change now

Come Whatever

We will still be

Good well-wisher

Friday, January 28, 2011

Bug bug Bug Bug is the Voice inside My Head..



Bug bug Bug Bug is the Voice inside My Head..


QA opened a defect with some attached file and with my creativity, I added more bugs in it.. but these bugs are Voice inside My Head ..!!

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Being Flower...

                                                                                    I had a Life..
I was so happy being Honeysuckle, living alone on the east-side of the garden. I was beautiful, I smelled good, looked good. Living without harming anyone else. I was alone but I was happy..
3ye am .. Yes 3ye am.. 
Butterflies were my best friends.  I was independent, dancing with breeze, spearing spreading my fragrance around. I thought I was created to serve and please others, I never complained.
3ye am no harm. Yes 3ye am a charm. 
and then once I was found by a human. 

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

This is my Life..!!!

When I'm at work, I think about home, when I'm at home, I think about working. It's my life.
for a change laugh a lot and to sync with my post Listen Edward Maya's This is my Life.. 


jus fo the title sync..lol

Monday, January 24, 2011

ok dad , get me a better teddy ..

 I so want a baby .. I wanna listen idiotic questions which I can't answer..

Gloss gloss .. !!! Lip Gloss .. !

lipstick sounds so outdated, I'm a fan of lipgloss .. Here are some popular shades




ok grab your favorite color.. and look hot ..

Sunday, January 23, 2011

Play Safe but Take a Risk, Make a Mistake..

Ahh .. I wish it happend in that way .. I wish I was able to get it.. I wish this, I wish that...



Daily life is full of wishes, everyone has some dreams and we all are running for them. We wish for something and start working for it (yes im talking about the brave and strong ones) and then we get tired of it. I always stuck with one thing that Can your dreams tire you up? I read somewhere a Yes.. My answer is No ... 




 When we wish for something, we never try for it with full heart, we are never ready to take risks about our wishes, we want to play smooth without taking risks and making mistakes. Yes we are scared of Not Granting our Wish. That is a not so brave behavior. umm all of us have fears of making mistakes. With an optimistic approach, we all are humans and we are created to make mistakes.



If I start with the easiest thing, If you love someone, go and tell her. Max. worst that can happen is she would say a No. If she denies it go and try again. Max. worst can happen is she would slap you. But yea then you will have no regret that you could never tell her, May be it was a yes from her side. If you are playing cricket and stroking slow with your bat thinking that you can out, but why cant you think in a positive way that a hit can be a Six. If you are a businessman and you are scared of investing somewhere, you are a house wife and hesitant of cooking something different, it implies on anyone anywhere. We never think the worst scenario, we never play wise, we jus want to win without effort and making mistakes.



For learning something new and grant our wishes to come true, we have to listen to our heart, take a risk and make mistakes, with keeping in mind the worst scenario (jus to play safe). Now when I'm keep on preaching to make mistake, So make a mistake but never repeat the same.
A believer is never bitten twice from same hole.

Hadith
Never repeats your mistake 'cause you have already learned and now you are experienced. Yea try a one new mistake and it can bring The Best in your life. 


Jus for the last note, Our Dreams can Never tire us up, they give us more strength to work hard and dream more.

Friday, January 21, 2011

Move On .. !! It's Life ..

Growing up is tough 'cause mirrors, our enemies often ask difficult questions..

Am I beautiful??? Will he love me when I'll grow more old with wrinkles on face? Am I looking fat? Did he appreciate my thoughts and feelings or jus my face?? My happiness will end as i grow old?? why is growing up is so hard? 




 We know all answers but still they tease us a lot. yes a lot.. and we think a lot about them. But the main thing is we only see and feel the thing what we want to see rather it's good to say what we are thinking in actually. The only thing required is to think what you want actually, and the situation will turn to your side. I believe you will find all your answers.




Its even tough when you are broken heart, but I think there are solution of it even, all you need to cry for some nights. But the actual solution of a broken heart is another man but the best solution is to go for shopping, facials, haircuts and hangouts.. I may sound funny here but at least for a girl.. We can wear red dresses and high heels to cheer us up, we sleep and when we wake up we gotta know that we have some more dreams remaining and we need to wear again a red dress and high heels.  
 



I'm scared of growing up, but the fact thing is "every other thing is growing up with me, either we are young or small, we are all searching for happiness, but for sure on wrong places"... Jus for a reminder, even for me .. If you are hopeless, after every dark night there is a day, after every storm there is a sunny day, but to get this sunshine, you have to suffer a dark night or a storm.

Thursday, January 20, 2011

Why do you have to be so Hard to Love...



"I never had missing parts but still I always felt so incomplete. I cant see myself without you, You complete me and I love you.You are my life."
I cant see myself without you.

And when she left she found her in darkness. All gloomy around her, she hardly see anything.





"I wasn't wrong, I cant see anything without you. umm if I'm not guessing wrong, it's a long road that will end no where. To reach back to home, I have to search my way and I have to cross it all alone. I wish you were here with me right now, you were light for me. My reason to get to home safely. I have no life without you. I'm so useless for everyone else.."



She was walking thinking it all.

"It's better a car come up and crush me. Oh my, this darkness is hell. I'm living for what? Why this happens to me every time? Ain't i deserve to be happy? Oo lord! why you are so cruel to me"




She found someone standing next to her.

"I'll help you crossing this road in this dark night. I know you are alone, I know you need help."



I heard a shouting voice. Yes she was yelling over him.

"Go away I don't need your help."



But he was keep on insisting to help her out and finally she said a Yes. Both knew about the long and hard. while walking, suddenly she felt that he held her hand. She never tried to make it free from the grip. yea she wanted a support desperately.. and at that time, the whole word stopped and it was she and him. He was the Angel for her at that time, The Survivor. With every passing moment, she felt her closer. He was stranger for her but she felt she knew her since long. They were together since ages.



"I thought I had no reason to live and i found you, i thought I was useless but you helped me. You are stranger to me but not that stranger.. I think I .. "


He held her more tightly and she felt an energy, a positive one.
"Shhhhh You talk a lot. I'm here for you till the end. Jus Trust me now .. "
 Till the end...!!! 
She found her repeating and smiling.
"mm yea !"


I think she was crying, she was scared, she was nervous, she was upset or may be overjoyed. She was sad on losing him forever but she found another support.
The way he was treating and pampering her and taking care of her, that all was such a relief for her, she thought he was the one who will take her out of this darkness, he was the one who really meant for her. She decided a lot in a go.



"We will find it soon and aa .. Ouch ..."

Something hurt her, she bent down, she was shouting with pain.

"Hey help me... "

Silence

"I'm asking you to please help me."



The reply was a cicada's loud and creeping noise. 'cause no one was there. she sat on the ground.
"Was he jus another Illusion .. ??"
She couldn't get up after that.He left her alone on the middle of the dark road and she will never trust on anyone in her lifetime.
"You made me NOTHING.. He left me but you end me. I'm so useless and not deserving of anything, any happiness."


This post I was trying to write from last three weeks but never had guts to post it.. 
so it's like Finally !!!

Some people were curious if  it was my own story so the answer is .. 
Don't think a lot, keep on reading .. !!!
Relate it with my favorite Bryan Adam's Why do you have to be so hard to love...

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Ouch !!!



im lil upset, a bit hungry and very much stressed but It made me *smile* .. !!

Monday, January 17, 2011

When you see her .. !!!

Imprinting on someone is like… like when you see her everything changes. All of a sudden it’s not gravity holding you to the planet - it’s her. Nothing else matters. You would do anything... be anything for her.
Jacob Black (Twilight Saga Eclipse)






Jacob: Imprinting on someone is like… like when you see her everything changes. All of a sudden it’s not gravity holding you to the planet - it’s her. Nothing else matters. You would do anything... be anything for her.

Bella: Sounds like you know the feeling. Had you imprinted on someone?

Jacob: You’d know if I had.

Thursday, January 13, 2011

Assignment Friends.. !!

With time our school memories vanish from minds, and if someone is in my age then even their college & university memories fade down. But still in whatever age you are, whatever kind of people you have, you always find some *Assignment Friends*, to whom you can never forget. Since childhood I heard people telling me the story of a bear and two friends with a moral "A friend in need is a friend indeed." these friends are one of them. The mean one…!!!


This *Assignment Friends* is totally my own term, the type of friends who needs you only in their assignments and when they need you. Specially if you are brilliant and prominent, you always found a bunch of people around you, praising you, making you feel so special. And when your glory ends, they don't even recognize you. And then you find the bear and two friends’ story true.


In my case, I couldn’t judge people; I never needed anyone's help actually, 'cause I was never dependent on many. But in last few years, whenever I felt down and I need some moral support with me, I found people so mean and cunning there, even to those to whom I always suppose my besties. Oh one thing is so funny, I have an Assignment Friend MM, I was her very very good friend [at least this is what she told me] and who deleted me from her facebook even just after the graduation and all help done. And same is the case with so many others, I don’t wanna name all.


I jus wanted to write the mean people who pissed us during our studies, or wherever we are. Sometimes in our professional life too and never even think of returning our favor, and never be thankful. And then I was reading somewhere.

Lots of people want to ride with you in the limo, but what you want is someone who will take the bus with you when the limo breaks down.
And realizing the fact that we don’t need thousands of friends and people around, just need one sincere and good friends are real blessing of God.

Wednesday, January 12, 2011