Wednesday, September 29, 2010

The Story of a Perfectionist

Wow excellent result , Perfect ,10 out of 10 ... Kids check her notebook .. You are so Perfect my kid .. aww my baby ... Your result is so cool .. I'll ask your baba to purchase you a new doll as present .. You are my best child, a Perfect one .. Wow u r looking so pretty nice dress ... I adore your dressing always .. jus so Perfect in coloring and designs..


These lines I'm used to of listen since my birth and that's not the end, that's jus few from school/college/univ, home and friends ..


I was getting good results and it was like .. wow so nice awesome .. Perfect example for class, Perfect example for family .. Perfect student excellent projects/mid/assignments/finals..my friends used to of getting a bit jealous of me with my Perfect grades and notes and above all my organized life and work. I admit I don't look so cool but I have everything a Perfect man have, a complete human body .. having two eyes, i can hear, speak, walk and work .. above all i can think.. I'm so Perfect..


At work I'm a Perfect Software Engineer, I often hear brilliant and excellent for my work.. At home, my brother and sisters.. my parents , they love me allot and i never heard a no from their side, we are so Perfect family .. I have everything my own, fully settled in my Perfect life. In my social life, my friends are so nice and Perfect, come to help me whenever i want them .. The guy I was with till few days back was so Perfect..


Seems to me have a Perfect life ... Touching The Limits of Perfection .. You are a Perfectionist Aisha...!!!






And now I'm coming up with a lame claim .. I'm not so Perfect damn.. Its better to say.. I'm so Imperfect..  'cause even i have something missing there and I'm not happy ...
Coming up in minds ~Drama or something~ 
No its not drama, I'm so Imperfect, Incomplete 'cause I'm lacking with Peace of Mind, I have no life.


Whenever I closed my eyes, it comes up with a mess .. a worst past... or for my tomorrow a hell ... 


I mentioned already I have no life and I have no today ...the Perfect life seems to have No Worth when you have no Peace around ... I don't have least idea why I sent on the earth, I don't feel any Purpose of that Perfect life .. But I heard everyone comes with some Objective and only straight path leads to that Objective.. The Si'rat-Al-Mustaqeem ..!! Am i searching for that path?


I'm so confused .. Suddenly i get upset and start crying, unable to sleep since long .. I'm getting nothing outta this life .. I want help, but Allah is not going to send any more prophets at least .. :!!! What is the way to Survive my so Perfect life, or is it The End???






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Not every doll comes with a luck like ~Barbie~

Monday, September 27, 2010

My Noob Story





Every one of us was a newbie on Yoville sometime. I’m a proud successful yovillain but even I was … yes I was NOOB, I know I know no one believes *winks* …
I joined game when Zynga started promoting it, and left it like many other applications... Never get addicted to it, rather left it first day saying ~How boring. Decorate a room, dress up and all is it all??? I’m better with my Farmville.
It’s another day and my boredom brought me to Yoville again... was thinking maybe I got something outa it loll... Wow let’s explore it... let’s go for shopping... Yayy!!!
I’ve 700+ coins and wow there are so many 50 coins pants and shirts, 100 coins headband I’m looking adorable in my new look… holy crap .. !!! It’s boring … ehhh window close.
I’m bored again … let’s join that shit game again … the Yoville...!!! Let’s go and dress up there, wow I’m looking so cute in 50 coins shades shirt and pants... And my headband is so awesome... Love it … and my boredom keep me bringing there and exploring it more…
Oo My...!! I left my apartment and found my friend’s pictures outside… wohooo… I can go to their homes. Wow they are giving me coins and asking me to come again, giving me friendship tokens… that are so wonderful... This game is amazing.
I started going to Alton Towers and playing games like Noobs... Asking for what is “Max Me”, G4G etc … and yea I forget to mention, I found the chat bar there finally... And some cheap dances like Egyptian... WOW I’m so excited about this game. I found buddy list and people around… All Noobs like me... Requesting for games, playing games and talking rubbish.
What’s this tab called event with a yellow bar and huge text on it…  ‘Mafia Sale’ Oo My … Don’s here … what’s mafia doing in a game. ‘Big Easter Sale’ Easter in month of October... Strange…
~Click~ loll how sweet, a huge egg … I’m owner here, telling me that it’s a paintable egg... and showed me that you can write on it... It is Easter 2009 rare egg... ok how can I get this one...?? Look a Noob is talking loll … You have to pay me 4,000 coins in trade... trade…: Ss what’s trade now… you need to pay me 4,000 coins like... He sent me a trade request and I went POOF jus after listening 4,000 coins… How can anyone have that big amount …?
WOW I know about trading now … it’s a good way to earn money. I should trade my things… I can sale things … I have so many kitchen stuff, sofas, clothing which are useless for me … I should trade them.. Mmm Event... Wow I can start an event, a paid or a non-paid... I’ll start a non-paid one… Event Started and I tried selling my ~”Starter Items”~ loll on high prices … people laughed over me and it’ was a total flop plan which I realized later. Forgot about Sales Girl…!!! Check events and enjoy…!!!
Adult Party, I need a boy friend, Police Hat for sale, Want to buy dog, Pakistani Party, Big Sale… Hey wait wait!! What I jus saw... Pakistani Party... WOW these pakis are even here... Great!!! JOINED!!!~~~
I found a guy there with name started with Mr. Something (buhahaha) sitting there with a girl, I don’t know the girl though and not even remember what they were talking about (acting like angel) loll … the guy was with a picture frame with a picture on it … I’m Pakistani as well... Wow your house is so cool … I like it. Who’s in picture..?? He’s my brother, my lost younger brother. Oh I feel sorry for you... Laughter...:$ what I said wrong?? : O the girl told me he’s himself... Ohh wow … but how you placed that picture there?? And he told me how … but from where I can get a picture frame??? From YO-depot. I ‘have 2,000 and something coins …: Ss wow you are going to help me out  ... Great!!! And he gave me 2,000 coins … Still don’t have 5000 in total loll… I’m so poor … ok I’ll max you and you’ll complete your 5,000 coins then… what the hell is maxing. Ehhh!!! And finally I got a picture frame which I put in my apartment’s living room...
WOW u made my first BIGHHH SHOPPING >>> 5,000 coins … Oo My Goodness …!!! woopieee… buddy him and ~Join Live~ and then I found so many friends here, some real good ones … which I’ll describe in stories after … wow I know a bit about this game …. It’s a great feeling …





And then I started going in events, visiting friends, working in bakery, maxing and coin running. I bought a new home of worth 5,000 coins on my own... WOW and a dog worth 10,000 coins then.  And started selling free gifts for 100 coins: DD
I kept doing those shit things and started addicted to YO, The Yoville and able me to change my status as a ‘House Keeper’. And moving in next part of story: D





Keep reading me here for more ...!!

Thursday, September 23, 2010

Jus for laughs !!

Sugarcane



Darling I’m home...


*kiss kiss*


Missed u whole day... damn I’m so tired.


aww my baby .. Missed you too... You should shorten down the working hours from 8 to 2 maximum 3.


*Lov3*


Yea and my whole staff will leave in 1 hour...  work never goes like that hun... I’m so hungry… didn’t even take my lunch today... was been very busy whole day...


I wait for you whole day while i was fasting... and I cooked for you, but Sara brought some pizza sandwiches and I had one … hope you are not thinking ~not again~


Nahh it's ok .. I'll eat in your company. with your love...


*kiss kiss*
*smiles*


Wow ~ginger beef with fried rice~ my favorite... yummy...!! I wanna eat from your hand love…


eham!~


Wow delicious; my wife is the best cook in this universe.
Yummy
Very tasty... I jus love it yaar …!!! I’ll take it tomorrow with me for lunch.


*smiles*


Ok one last bite…


No you take this one …


*holds hand and turned towards her*


ewwwwwwww….. It’s too salty...

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Philosophical Check !!









It doesn't matter a glass is half filled or half empty, it matters to whom the glass belongs to.














 










A man with one watch may know what time it is; a man with two watches is never quite sure.






If a man who cannot count finds a four-leaf clover, is he lucky?




























To learn something new, take the path that you took yesterday.






















The only differnce between a rut and a grave is its dimensions.




















Each forward step we take we leave some phantom of ourselves behind.


















If you chase two rabbits, you will not catch either one.




















It is better to know some of the questions than all of the answers.










Sometimes the questions are complicated and the answers are simple.












A wise man can see more from the bottom of a well than a fool can from a mountain top.
















It's very strange when the life you never had flashes before your eyes.

Sunday, September 12, 2010

Ramadan Day 30

The holy month of Ramadan is sadly over. On this occasion will the group wish all brothers and sisters in Islam a happy ♥ Eid Mubarik♥. Hope you have enjoyed and will enjoy your Eid celebration=).

The month after Ramadan in the Islamic calendar is Shawwal. The first day of Shawwal is Eid ul-Fitr. He who fasts Ramadan, and six days of this month, it will be as if he fasted a whole year.

Ramadan is over but the life isn’t. As mentioned above; if you fast six days in Shawwal ( + Ramadan) it would be as if you fasted a whole year!

Last tip (for six days in Shawwal):

In these days you have to combine everything you have learned and use it:

■- When the eyes open in the morning say: Alhamdolillah thrice and then recite Shahada (kalima).

■- Use miswak making wozo.

■- Maintain in ablution.

■- Recite aytul kursi after doing wozo.

■- Pray all the 5 obligatory prayers.

■- Pray 2 rakah of nafl after obligatory prayer.

■- Read “astagfirullah hallah zi la ilaha illah huwal haijul qayyum wa atobo alei” all the time.

■- Recite durood.

■- Recite “subhanallahi wabihamdihi”, “allahu akbar”, “alhamdolillah”, “subhan al malikilqud’os” and “lailahailallah”.

■- Recite “subhanallahi wabi hamdi, subhanallah hil azim”.

■- Read Quran and concentrate on its message. Recite surahs.

■- Seek knowledge

■-Offer 4 rakahs of Salat ut tasbi

■- Give dawah- When entering the house say “As-Salāmu `Alaykum”. Enter the house putting in the right foot before the left then recite, “Bismillahi walajnaa wa bismillahi kharajnaa wa 'alaa rabbinaa tawakkalnaa”. -Make dua for yourself, your family and for the Ummah.

■-Follow the sunnah of Muhammed (s)

■-Offer as many rakah as you wish of night prayer (Tahajjud).



May Allah accept our I’badat and may He continue to guide us on the Right Path, Inshallah.

Remember Ummah in your duas.





Wednesday, September 8, 2010

Ramadan Day 29

Dua:


O ALLAH, its almost the end of Ramadan .. Please accept all my prayers and efforts. bestow me with your blessings throughout the year and save me, my friends and family from the taste of Gunnah[Sins].
Tip:
Give dawah frequently; don't be deceived thinking that others know what you know. Remember, reminding helps the believers!
 Acts to be performed every day:
Stay in the state of ablution as much as possible.- Recite Darood sharif 100 times.- Recite Istighfar 100 times.- Recite 1st half of the Kalima 100 times reading the 2nd half at the end.- Try to pray tahajjud.- Recite some verses from the Holy Quran with translation.- Read a hadith with interpretation.- Pray mandatory prayers. 


Hadith:
The Prophet (saw) has said, “ A man will be brought on the Day of Resurrection and will be cast into Hell, and his intestines will pour forth and he will go round them as a donkey goes round a millstone. The inmates of Hell will gather round him and say: “What has happened to you, O so-and-so? Were you not enjoining us to do good and forbidding us to do evil?’ He will reply: ‘ I was enjoining you to do good, but was not doing it myself; and I was forbidding you to do evil, but was doing it myself.” (Bukhari and Muslim).

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Ramadan Day 28

Dua:

O ALLAH, on this day, cover me with Your mercy, grant me in it success and protection, purify my heart from the darkness of false accusations, O the Merciful to His believing servants.

Tip of the day:

A human is made of body and soul. Soul can live without the body, but the body can't live without the soul. When we say: "I", it refers to the soul. The body is only a "mask". We have lent it, and one day it will get separate from the soul. It's our responsibility to hold it clean, to not harm it and not to do evil deeds with it. One the judgment day body and soul will be rejoined together. 



Hadith:

When one of you becomes angry while standing, he should sit down. If the anger leaves him, well and good; otherwise he should lie down.

Allah is Al-Baqi --> The Ever Enduring and Immutable

Monday, September 6, 2010

Ramadan Day 27

Dua:

ALLAH, on this day, grant me a share in its nawafil (recommended prayers), honor me by attending to my problems, make closer the means to approach You, from all the means, O One who is not preoccupied by the requests of the beseechers.

Tip of the day:

Don't give up seeking knowledge! When Muhammad (peace be upon him) meet angel Jebriel (AS), for the first time, He was ordered to read. He wasn’t ordered to pray salah, pay zakat, fast or to perform hajj, but to read! Seek knowledge from cradle to grave. Knowledge is strength!



Hadith:

One who cuts ties of relationship will not enter paradise.

Allah is Al-Hadi --> The Guide

Sunday, September 5, 2010

Ramadan Day 26

Dua:

ALLAH, on this day, make my efforts worthy of appreciation, and my sins forgiven, my deeds accepted, my flaws concealed, O the best of those who hear.

Tip of the day:

A human being (we) has free will. We do whatever we will. That's why we will be responsible for our acts. Think twice before you do an evil deed! If you have forgotten the prayer, pray it whenever you remember it.



Hadith:

When a man dies no further reward is recorded for his actions, with three exceptions: Sadqa which continues to be supplied, or knowledge from which benefit continues to be reaped, or the prays of a good son to his dead father.

Allah is Al-Ghani --> The All Rich, The Independent





Saturday, September 4, 2010

Ramadan Day 25

Dua:
ALLAH, on this day, make me among those who love Your friends, and hate Your enemies, following the way of Your last Prophet, O the Guardian of the hearts of the Prophets. 
Tip of the day:
You will not get a second chance everyday. One day will come when your soul will leave your body. Then your test will be finished. You will not get a second change at all. You can't stand on the judgment day and say to God, "Please give me one more chance, a second chance. I Will proof for you that I can worship you" NO! Then it's too late. Whatever you have accomplished you will get, whatever you haven't accomplished you will not get. Every soul has one chance, but a lot of opportunities. Make use of them. If your soul is not purified you will have eternal life in hell, but if your soul is purified you will have eternal life in paradise. Inactivate your temptations for the world and prepare for the eternal life in the life hereafter. What is wrong with the mankind? The truth is right in front of there eyes. WAKE UP!!!


Hadith:
The most grateful of people to Allah are those who are most grateful to other people.
Allah is Dhu-al-Jalali wa-al-Ikram --> The Lord of Majesty and Generosiy

Friday, September 3, 2010

Ramadan Day 24

Dua:

ALLAH, on this day, I ask You for what pleases You, and I seek refuge in You from what displeases You, I ask You to grant me the opportunity to obey You and not disobey You, O One who is generous with those who ask.

Tip of the day:

Encourage each other to do good deeds in this month. Be the best in the family.

 

Hadith:

He who spends in the cause of Allah will have his reward seven hundred times.

Allah is Al-Akhir -->The Last

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Thursday, September 2, 2010

Ramadan Day 23

Dua:

ALLAH, on this day, wash away my sins, purify me from all flaws, examine my heart with (for) the piety of the hearts, O One who overlooks the shortcomings of the sinners.

Tip of the day:

Recite Aytul Kursi after doing Wuzo, Allah will give you a reward of 40 years of ibadat, your position will be raised in the Heavens 40 times (levels) and you will be married to 40 Horains.

Aytal Kursi:

[ Allahu la ilaha illa Huwa, Al-Haiyul-Qaiyum La ta'khudhuhu sinatun wa la nawm, lahu ma fis-samawati wa ma fil-'ard Man dhal-ladhi yashfa'u 'indahu illa bi-idhnihi Ya'lamu ma baina aidihim wa ma khalfahum, wa la yuhituna bi shai'im-min 'ilmihi illa bima sha'a Wasi'a kursiyuhus-samawati wal ard, wa la ya'uduhu hifdhuhuma Wa Huwal 'Aliyul-Adheem]

Translation:

"Allah! There is no god but He - the Living, The Self-subsisting, Eternal. No slumber can seize Him Nor Sleep. His are all things In the heavens and on earth. Who is there can intercede In His presence except As he permitteth? He knoweth What (appeareth to His creatures As) Before or After or Behind them. Nor shall they compass Aught of his knowledge Except as He willeth. His throne doth extend Over the heavens And on earth, and He feeleth No fatigue in guarding And preserving them, For He is the Most High. The Supreme (in glory)."[Surah al-Baqarah 2: 255]



Hadith:

One who lacks kindness of heart lacks all good.

Allah is Al-Awwal --> The First

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

Ramadan Day 22

Dua:

ALLAH, on this day, open for me the doors of Your Grace, send down on me its blessings, help me towards the causes of Your mercy, and give me a place in the comforts of Paradise, O the one who answers the call of the distressed.

Tip of the day:

Don't let the Quran out of your sight. Always read it and concentrate on its message. Quran is the solution for all problems. Some quotes from Quran;

  • Be nice to parents, kindred and orphans and the needy. Speak kindly and pay the alms-due. 2:83

  • Adopt righteousness. 2:195

  • Don't argue about things that you know nothing about. 3:66

  • Men and women proceed from one another. 4:25

  • whoever participates is a good cause, will be rewarded. Whoever participates in an evil cause, will bear the consequences thereof. 4:85.

  • Always do justice. 5:8

  • Do not lie. 22:30

  • He created for you mates of your own kind so that you acquire peace from them, and He created between you love and mercy.. 30:21

  • "Speak words straight to the point." (Say what you mean; mean what you say). 33:70

  • Live peacefully with disbelievers. 43:88-89

  • Let each person believe (or disbelieve) whatever he or she wishes. 109:1- 6

  • All (heavenly bodies) are continually floating fast in their respective orbits. 21:33

  • Someday the stars will fall. 81:2

  • the earth and mountains will be removed (from their places), they will then be crushed to sand particles in a single crash. 69:14

  • And be patient, indeed Allah is with the patient ones. 8:46



Hadith:

Allah does not look at your body and face; rather He looks at your hearts.

Allah is Al-Hayy --> The Ever Living